Living with Breast Cancer

I last posted my story in August after losing both my parents to cancer. I still miss them.I was so glad now that i could finally accept that they are gone and could also leave with memories of them. i was so angry at the disease more because it robbed me of wonderful people in my life. then what i have now is the support of close friends, who would pick up after me when i am down and always there to understand. i sometimes call them my punching bags.

guess what one of my punching back has just been diagnosed with breast cancer i’m starting to believe that i have to leave with this and experience this disease for a reason. it is striking closer to home. since the death of my parents i was always wondering about my risk since i have stage iv endometriosis and had an elavated c125. what about my kids or brothers and sister?

I constantly leave in fear that it would strike again and it has this time with my best friend, whom i have to support and watch go through the same emotions. i don’t know if i have the strenghth to face this again especialy so close after the death of my mom.Please pray for me that i have the strength of being the best friend because i’m so scared of failling her. I love my friend very much it is now hard seeing her trying to be strong for everyone and knowing that she is scared. how does one go on in this case. i have now decided to trust and hope for the better.